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Sedna
01:10
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Catholic School
02:10
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It's been forever since I last confessed
If there's a God, I know he's unimpressed
With every step I took to get my foot in the door
To feel comfortable in my skin and feel okay with the world
Praying never fills the void
I heard your name, but never heard your voice
I went to Catholic school, and then I lost my soul
I guess I'm going down to hell 'cause I won't do what I'm told
Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh
Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh
Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahhhhhh
I hope that Mother Mary forgives me
For losing faith when I was seventeen
I got on my knees and I sang a hymn
I was born in purity and I was raised by sin
Lit my candles at the alter
Where every son and daughter
Reconciled with the man upstairs
I held the crucifix to heart and took everywhere
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3. |
Elvis
03:34
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I long for the American Dream
Even though we can’t define it
I wanna cast my body into the sea
With hopes I’ll divide it
All my heroes are dead
I’m hell bent and I’m Heaven sent
I’ll end up like them
Godspeed Starman, here’s to the end
Well I’m down to my last cigarette
Why couldn’t God make me look like Elvis?
And I’m barely breathing through this sleep machine
And the blood I’m spilling
Makes a portrait of who I used to be
Lay me down and cut me open
And tell me what you see
A heart of glass that’s always broken
And lungs made of nicotine
My shadow’s my only friend
I’m barely conscious, face down on the bed
Haunted by what God said
There’s not a prayer I can comprehend
Well I’m down to my last cigarette
Why couldn’t God make me look like Elvis?
And I’m barely breathing through this sleep machine
And the blood I’m spilling
Makes a portrait of who I used to be
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4. |
Gypsy
02:12
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Home
She’s always far from home
She always feels alone
Invisible like a ghost
She roams around the coast
Her smile could save the world
She feels so insecure
Ever since she was a girl
She was promised so much more
Her hopes were not so small town
She sold her soul
For rock and roll now
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5. |
Derby Daze
03:23
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Morning comes, I'll be on the road
While you'll be on a plane
I'll be roaming on the west coast
While you'll be on Broadway
I'm way too stoned to say your name
I'm fucked up, but everything's okay
I'm okay
And it's torture
When every conversation gets shorter
I'm dying as the weather gets warmer
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're waking up with someone else
In your studio apartment
I passed out in a shitty hotel
Where insecurity's permanent
When you took that one way trip to New York
You left my heart at your front porch
Your front porch
I guess I'll watch you on the big screen
I'll see you, but you won't see me
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Mermaid
02:42
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I’m caught in your wave
Now I’m treading the sea
My hearts in a cage
Only you’ll set it free
You bring the rhythm I’ll bring the blues
I was lost until I found you
I’m stoned on your gaze
And my heads in the clouds
I’m stuck in a daze
Let the tides drag me down
You’re a goddess in a formal dress
Let down your hair and your Sunday best
LDS meets LSD
Euphoria is the only thing you bring me
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7. |
Runaway Bride
03:36
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You turned into a ghost
With my name on your gravestone
I’ll haunt you every day
Until you’re not alone
I’ll tend to all your wounds
And I’ll brighten all your gloom
I wanna be the reason
You wake up before noon
I don’t wanna work today
I’d rather be outside digging my grave
And go about my days like it’s all okay
Everyday is lonely
And every night is unproductive
I’ll just lay in bed and dream about
Everything that could have happened
Cross my heart and hope to die
I’ve been waiting for you all my life
I’ll hold my breath and close my eyes
And curse the day that we said goodbye
Things will never be alright
Till the day we reunite
Here by my side
I was born to embody
The word “melancholy"
I got no direction
And I got no calling
I’m always feeling weak
Never standing on my two feet
I’m treading rocky waters
And I’m destined to sink
I’ll always end up hurting
No matter how long I’ll be searching
For the one to share the covers with at night
I’ll always be alone
With a broken heart
And brittle bones
I’d just kill to have a lifetime
Under your spotlight
Cross my heart and hope to die
I’ve been waiting for you all my life
I’ll hold my breath and close my eyes
And curse the day that we said goodbye
Things will never be alright
Till the day we reunite
Here by my side
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Post-Grad
02:21
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Everything is too much too soon
It's the catalyst of losing grip of my own youth
And every single day that passes me by
Only emphasizes doubts in the back of my mind
It's alright
I'm alright
Imperfection is a side effect of bad intent
And misery's my middle name
I'll be saying my goodbyes to my oldest friends
And I'm counting my last days
I don't know where to begin
If I want to feel comfortable in my own skin
When I look in the mirror all that I see
Is the epitome of fatal insecurity
It's alright
I'm alright
Imperfection is a side effect of bad intent
And misery's my middle name
I'll be saying my goodbyes to my oldest friends
And I'm counting my last days
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9. |
Tunnel of Love
03:19
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Crucify the Why Generation
Romanticize this grim sensation
Here's looking at you, kid
My time is running out, honey
My eyes grew wary of the sunny sky
I'm guided by moonlight
The American Dream
Is my nightmare
Could you just stop haunting?
The kids are scared
God's flood should plague everybody
Let the blood recede of the country's coasts
Sit on a throne of our bones
Dying young has never sounded so sweet
I've worn away for years from the loneliness
Take this knife to bed
The American Dream
Is my nightmare
Could you just stop haunting?
The kids are scared
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10. |
Charlie
02:24
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I’m upside down and inside out for you
I’m torn in two
A container full of pills will make me disappear from view
What should I do?
Everything I want
Is Everything I’m not
Your dads drunk with a handgun
Please don’t shoot me
Overdose on Ritalin with me
Please quit smoking
I’m trippin' on your love, prescription drugs and misery
It’s anarchy
Everything I want
Is everything I’m not
Your dads drunk with a handgun
Please don’t shoot me
I’m upside down and inside out for you
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11. |
Hundred Skeletons
02:19
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Give me your love
And I'll show you how to sin
Give me some blood
You hide a hundred skeletons
I'm bleeding out
Every touch leaves an open wound
Not safe not sound
I'm just so vulnerable and used.
I've never met a charming man like you
Who left me broken and confused
As for now all that I can do
Is stare up at the crescent moon
Because that's all I'm good for
All the scars left on my skin
Makes all hope wear paper thin
I would dream about how things could've been
If I were naïve like a virgin
But it's just too late for me
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12. |
Vice Kid
02:39
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You passed away
Now you sail across the sun
And you bless the stars above
You spent your days
Carrying a gun
And living on the run
Your time has come
You flew away to a place
Where the angels gave you wings
So we say, hope and pray
You’ll be safe with what we preach
You’re buried in the ground
Someday we’ll figure out
We closed our eyes
Were in need of peace of mind
Or something along those lines
We said goodbye
And then we made the sign
Of the cross for you and I
So young and hostile
You flew away to a place
Where the angels gave you wings
So we say, hope and pray
You’ll be safe with what we preach
You’re buried in the ground
Someday we’ll figure out
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13. |
Twenty
02:00
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I don't want to go to therapy
But they say I need it
I'm terrified of what the future will be
No, I don't want to see it
Well, my friend's getting married
While I'm used to feeling solitary
Tomorrow I'll wake up early
To a lifetime of being lonely
I'm sick of always feeling unattractive
Yeah, I feel so ugly
Got no money and I got no direction
Yeah, I'm good for nothing
I'll get closure when my heart stops beating
I'll live as if my life has meaning
I'll drop dead before my demons kill me
I wasn't planning on being twenty
I wasn't planning on being twenty
With a lifetime of insecurity
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